Brave

Tuesday, a woman from Queensland-Australia
wrote this article on her Facebook, but now has been wiped why ?
turn out  ............ to be brave it is not easy

this she wrote

Brave...BRAVE?!!! NO!! Our service men and women fallen and still serving are brave.
Our police, firefighters and paramedics are brave.
The people in Nepal who survived an earthquake
and are now digging through rubble to find others are brave.
Our farmers in drought stricken Australia who are losing their jobs, homes, livestock,
crops and livelihoods all while trying to hold their families together are brave.
People battling cancer and other illnesses are brave.
These men...these scumbags are DRUG SMUGGLERS!!
They strapped 8kgs of heroin to their bodies and walked through an airport
knowing what the penalty is in that country for smuggling drugs.
It was an elaborate plot and they knew exactly what they were doing.
They broke the law and not just once,
they have already successfully smuggled drugs into this country in 2004.
So no I will not be attending any vigils,
no I will not be having a minutes silence and no I will not be praying for them
and no I do not feel sorry for them.
I find this insulting to those who truely deserve this title.

Unggah Seluler · Selasa pukul 14:59 · 

in truth
Psalms 116:15  Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of his saints.

Impasse

Have you ever looking for an address ?
then after you spin, you just find impasse ?
have you ever in your life, you find a dead end ?
no way out and do not know what you should do ?
dead end ???
Do you know ???
God addresses in impasse
when humans find impasse
suddenly he remembered that God is a dead end street
and then he knocked on the house of God and cried out
"Lord where is the way out !!! ???"
please help me !!!
then God came to him and said
"Son, let entrance, maybe you are hungry, you may be thirsty
I'll give you milk and honey that does not need you to buy
this My house for all people that labour and are heavy laden
this My house address
in impasse

Illuminate

There is little fireflies circling in the forest
with a small flame it illuminates the dark forest
there is a high beacon amid the sea
with its light it illuminates the dark ocean
be a small firefly or become high beacon
equally useful

Do not be arrogant when we become a beacon high
do not low self-esteem when we are just being small fireflies
because God promised the same reward
to people who worked on since morning
or who work from the middle day or just 1 hour
God promised the same reward
Let us
want to illuminate dark forest or a dark ocean ?
we come together to support each other

One day

Dear Ke'i

last Sunday I pray for you and your children
I always pray for you,
hope you keep in your faith
even if you have been let go
on one day
you will definitely be back
because God loves you
God does not will let you away

Ke'i
our love will not recorded in history
but the people who read this blog know
that my love is strong, my love steadfast, my love sincere
only to you
just for you

Sincere

Lord
give me a sincere heart
because only those whose hearts are sincere who can see You.
starting today
I want to learn to be somebody with a clear conscience
so that people can see that there is You in my life
Lord hug me so I'm not sad, do not worry, do not be disappointed.
strengthen me, to not waver
I want to walk with You
forever

Finished

Yesterday I saw a mother dies
she is small, thin, poor, old look although she was still the sixties
I think, when she was young
she gave birth to her children
taking care of her children and grow old

poor and sick
true as written by preachers in the Gospel
that in this world everything is useless
like chasing the wind
but there is always hope
because Jesus has preceded us in Heaven

2 Timothy 4:7-8 
I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith:
Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, shall give me at that day: and not to me only, but unto all them also that love his appearing.

Please

Ke'i
if one day
I want to die and my spirit would not be separated
from my body before meeting with you
whether you want to come to hold my hand
to deliver me to heaven ?
would Ke'i ?
I miss you
it feels like to die

No !!!

Broken ? 
whether the human heart can be broken ?
the fracture was feeling
human heart remains intact

feelings ?
why human feelings could be broken? even destroyed, shattered ? destroyed by love, shattered by hatred, revenge, envy, resentment
real feelings can be controlled by common sense
if common sense ruled by love and faith in God then fled away
all feelings destroyed
and peace was feeling

I am not broken
I am not destroyed
I am not shattered
no ! no ! no !

Trust

+  For what you come ?
--   I want to go back to You
+  where have you gone ?
--   I am looking for happiness out side of you
     but could not find
+   why do not you try to keep looking ?
--   no, I just wanted inside of you,
     out there people just want to crush my body and my heart
    
but You keep my wings for not broken
such pledge your word that, a weak reed drooping not you break
and almost extinguished the flame axis do not You put out
I am fragile, my flame only small but in Your hand
and in your will
I trust you will make me be great
and my flame will be light