Step

Waiting for a miracle of God
is it the same with resignation ?
when I do not know anymore
where I have to stepping foot ? 
tears is the last step for me prostrate in silence and calm
God . . . . . . tell me
where my foot should stepping ?

Horse

The Lord told me
that you are just trying
at this time
you like horse that is released and out of the cage
you are happy and free running
but one day
when the pastures have dried out
you will definitely come back to me

Lump

There is  hard lump in my chest
I have to melt and stream it out
if not
it will be a hard lump of stone
making weight and shortness of my breath

love you is the beginning of a hard lump in my chest
forget or erase your face in my memory?
it's the same as my own memory wipe

Trying

Trying to make peace with myself
trying to make peace with God will
trying to get into God plan for my life
and try to accept what God has given in my life
entry in the domain of God is perfect
so I was seated in the throne of His kingdom
docile, obedient and loyal

Keep Me

Lord
at this time
I really want to hear Your voice saying to me
"Beti my daughter,  you do not cry
I'm going to defend all of your case
if your case was a man by the name of Keith Forrest
he's not good for you
I do not give him to you 
because I will give a man who  the best for you
not a man who can not forgive
you belong to Me, you should not be polluted
I love you, I will keep you from the man who will make you hurt".

Sad

I wait with patience and love
but you choose other woman
already two years have passed
should I wait again ?